That Dirty, Filthy Voice in My Head (Adult Language)

sergeant-clipart-DrillSergeant1Growing up in tough city on the east coast of America I am certainly no stranger to harsh language and following that up with a career of working in a State Prison system only increased my exposure to this type of language. Although I don’t use this type of language in my daily life I find that there is a voice in my head that uses it frequently. This voice is typically my strength during times that I need a good kick in my ass. I want to share this inner inspiration with you, but I have to warn you that if you are one who does not like curse words, leave this post right now.

“Get the fuck up, NOW, get the fuck up.” “You know you have to get the fuck out of bed and get your morning workout routine in.”

“Why the fuck are you just sitting there, when you know you should be getting your shit together and jumping on that treadmill.”

“Yea, it’s lifting day asshole, do you think those weight are just going to lift themselves.”

“You just ate breakfast Jerk Off.” “You don’t need a fucking snack.” “Oh, you are hungry?” “Fuck you.” “You cry about being overweight, you cry about having Type II Diabetes, and you want a fucking snack.” “Your being a total asshole and you will wait until lunchtime to eat again.”

“What are you going to do just inhale that lunch.” “NO” “You will take your time and chew slowly and enjoy your food.” “It is the last thing you will eat until dinner time so if you think for one minute that you will be looking for something to eat in just a few hours from now you can just go fuck yourself, cause it ain’t happening.”

“Sure there are left overs, but it is not an excuse to eat every morsel of food in the fucking kitchen.” “The extra food is your lunch for tomorrow, so just leave it alone.”

It is like this inner coach who is screaming these orders to me just when I need it. There are many other times when I hear this voice loudly and aggressively, and at other times softly and ridden with love and compassion. I believe we all have that voice that talks to us and it has probably been in development for years created by things that were said to us, or things that we have said to others. Depending on the way we grew up probably dictates the type of voice that we here. What does your voice speak to you?

About SimpleLivingOver50

At 53 years old I am starting to realize how life changes both physically and emotionally. I strive for a life of simplicity. I am winning the battle with type II diabetes, created a plan to have all debt paid off in 4 years including the house, taking advantage of every opportunity to live life to it's fullest through adventures in nature, hiking, biking, loving and learning.
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19 Responses to That Dirty, Filthy Voice in My Head (Adult Language)

  1. Yep. Inner coach is screaming….

  2. James says:

    My inner coach says as I walk into the gym, “It is time.”

  3. It does speak to me, I believe. Not in this many words, though.

  4. jncthedc says:

    As I get older and smarter, the inner voice is more supportive and encouraging than commanding. Regardless, any inner voice that motivates a positive outcome is a good thing.

  5. suzewannabe says:

    Lol.The same incliduing words ending in “‘twad”.
    My inner marine is a pretty salty bitch.

  6. Sandy says:

    Ha! I’m so glad someone else has a filthy whore mouth inside their head!!

  7. Maryanne says:

    My inner voice tells me I’m f*cking wonderful 😀

  8. Raymond says:

    I have more or less the same voices inside me telling me what to do or motivating me and I love them. Most of them say move your ass now or you are going to get fucked up.
    But I have two type of voices, That one and another angel voices who always warn me to calm down and the luckiest thing is those two type of voices aren’t fighting with each others and instead they come at the right time whenever I need them.
    But there was also one time when I haven’t heard the slightest of them in a day and I was really fucked up looked like the most idiot person in the world.

  9. julie blue says:

    I need an inner voice like yours! Lately mine just says “Fuck it,” and my numbers are the proof!

  10. elricsfate says:

    I just pretty much talk like this. lol At home, at work, wherever I happen to be.

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